But I'm Not

I thought I was all better.

But I'm not.





Make people see that I'm right.





But I'm not.





I wish that all of me is in the present.





But I'm not.





Mistake - free I can be.





But I'm not.





I wish I could now be a person that communicates like a normal person.





But I'm not.





I wish that I was a person who doesn't disappoint people.





But I'm not.





I would hope that I was someone you can count on to know what they mean right away.





But I'm not.





I wish I was strong, confident, and powerful enough to get through this.





But I'm not.





I wish I was someone who can to do this on their own.





But I'm not.





I wish I was someone who knows who they are.





But I'm not.





I wish I was completely better.





But I'm not.

But I'm not.